Currently Gaming Final Fantasy X By SQUARE ENIX USA INC. see related

Do you ever think that people are doing stuff to purposefully annoy you, but you have no way of knowing for sure? Like they are in their brain saying "Hmm - this will piss her off good, I'mma gonna do it!"

Or is it just that they are really that f'ing stupid that something that is so blantantly obviously going to piss me off, and they don't think that they shouldn't do it?

But you can't tell - because their general "street smarts" intelligence is in question anyways....

I don't get it. How can people be that stupid? But then again, maybe they aren't and they are just pretending they are, to get away with pissing me off!!!

ARG!   

Currently Watching Rock & Rule (2-Disc Collector's Edition) see related

First - my apologies for making this a cut & paste from my LJ - but I wanted to say basically the exact same thing, so deal with it! 

I just got an email from a friend of mine that I haven't spoken to in almost 6 years. She was sending out a mass email to a bunch of "old school" friends about how the nightclub we all used to hang out at, is closing. (ManRay in Cambridge, MA)

I am thinking about going... it would be the weirdest thing ever.... but strangely comforting. I wonder how many of my old friends will be there, and if the ones that I had fallings out with would actually be nice....

Thing is, those were some of the best friends I have ever had, and I really and truly loved them all dearly. We were like a family, and then people hooked up and others kinda faded away.... and I miss them.

Especially Pam, Dawn, Nicole, and Peter. I miss you guys, and I wish things had never changed. Maybe I'll see you Friday or Saturday Night.....

I am feeling fantastic today! I got the Inu Yasha stuff for the website I am helping, partially finished, I have done some more work on Ashi Okonai, I told the person that has been making my life miserable to take a hike,  AND my Saizo the pig is on it's way!!!!!

They called me from the store yesterday and said they had found one, and it should be at the store next week. I could just pee, I am so psyched!

I am also finally getting DSL at my house because the dial-up situation is out of control. There are always fights over being online and needing the phone and missing calls - so enough of that!! DSL here I come!

Currently Watching Get Backers - Find the Fine Arts (Vol. 7) see related

Decided to turn over a new leaf, and try to remain as positive as possible. I have been letting depression get me down far too much lately. Granted there were many reasons for it, but I think letting it drag you down, only makes you weaker.

The person that my rant was directed at, back on the 22nd? Yeah, well I made the mistake of accepting their apology and speaking to them again, and they proved themselves to be the royal asshat I had suspected they were all along the other night. Thanks for proving that my instincts were correct and thank you for showing me exactly what kind of prick of misery you are before I got too deep into our friendship again. *claps hands together* Chapter Closed.

Zero has been working hard on our Ashi Okonai website, and it is looking more beautiful than ever!!! Very exciting!

Lastly, I have been entertaining thoughts of driving the couple of hours down to Connecticut next weekend for a day at Connecticon, but I am not sure I want to pay $50 for one day - none of my cosplay costumes that I have been working on are ready for me to wear yet, so I can't do that, and no one will probably be able to go with me. But I might go anyways. I'll have to wait and see what my cash looks like, and how I feel about it that Friday - because I would have to go to sleep early, and get going early in order to go. We'll see - but if I do go, I will take pictures!!!!